I was already on the edge of a crisis
because of my job. It’s literally impossible
and our supervisors have said as much. But
I was surviving.
Then I messed up. Big time. And it impacts
a lot of people. I don’t want to die but I
don’t want to live. I hate that I feel this way.
And I hate that the job I worked so hard to
get has come to this. I feel like a massive